Saturday, December 2, 2017

day 26: eerie

I walked the same way to work today

and as I got closer to the building, a really strange joy started stirring in my heart

a joy that brought comfort and reassurance and security for my future

it lasted maybe no more than 10 seconds, but in that ten seconds I felt something, like someone was telling me "you won't believe what I have in store for you."

then I snapped out of it, stuck between fear and wonder, like the moment before a rollercoaster drop.

oh Lord I don't think I'm ready.


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