b&f

i'm at that point again, 

am i really hearing you or am i just fooling myself 

is this world deceiving me or are you speaking through the world

is the quiet whisper i hear really your voice

or is it my soul tricking my self

because when i take a step forward i get wrecked

when i take a step backwards i get wrecked

when i stand still i get wrecked. 

i thought you were speaking to me through other people

but everyone is telling me opposite things at the same time.

god knows i cant make the decisions for myself anymore 

loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool