Thursday, January 3, 2019

3 days in

Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words.

Romans 8:26

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literally I don't know what to pray about.

what am I fighting? why am I even fighting?

something is lodged in my heart and I either don't know how to get it out or even worse, I pretend it's not there.

but it's there, a bitter spring. an insecurity that has a root inside and it showing itself.

but I know I have to pray. maybe not with words but in screams and yells.

ahhhh I'm so sorry everyone,

so so sorry.

Jesus find me.



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