3 different places, only unfamiliarity where once I felt safe.
no lie, I feel so out of it all. thinking and then trying so hard, then I kick back and try to 'be myself' but then I find that even I am unfamiliar to me.
is this losing control? I haven't even let anything go, I just can't do it. this is not surrender.
still, God is in control yes right. what can I do right now but pray about it?
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And the fear of God came on all the kingdoms of the countries when they heard that the Lord had fought against the enemies of Israel.
So the realm of Jehoshaphat was quiet,
for his God gave him rest all around.
we will see.
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