every great gain is preceded by great loss.
all the questions and noise buzzing in my head
the doubts and the fears
the hurtful words and the things of like.
when you keep your pain hidden for fear of rebuke or ridicule
to feel unsafe and vulnerable in weakness
to again, believe in the lies you can't shake
when this fire starter clicks, and it's ember ignites,
all things are consumed by it's flame
and the Lord will call me beloved and wipe away every tear and ash and I'm in that place once again
seek not righteousness, holiness, compassion, but pursue God for he all is, and see everything else fall into place.
I did not like today, but I like this time. sprawled with a blanket too thin and dropping eyes
I am
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