god you have heard me and you are working in me
thank you
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there are some things that are just
out of my control :
what the future holds for me
how others perceive me
how others treat me
why my hands sweat so much
what you are giving me
and what you are holding back
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i was so focused on trying to control these factors that i ended up hurting myself
and forgetting what i do control:
my attitude
my worship
my surrender
my words
my gratitude
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no more complaining out loud
no more unhindered vulnerability
no more visible weakness.
you are strong
you are smart
you are loved.
even if you do not feel these things
fake it til you make it
what else are you going to do?
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thank you for the constant annoying encouragement and a glimpse of hope
thank you for the tough love and the wake up call
thank you for saying i complain too much and straight up ignored my prayer request (love you guys, but also screw you guys)
god is moving; and the struggle bus moves on.
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and now the poor stand and confess:
that my portion is Him
and I'm more than blessed.
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