ultimate cliche, and yet oh so applicable to my life.
i miss praise team. i miss council. i miss everything i had in youth group.
its not these certain things that i miss, rather it is that i miss childhood. i miss being young and careless. the things i thought were tough in my youth, i would gladly trade the world for.
not only do i not want to grow up, i am afraid. i am afraid of change, not within the environment, but within myself. i feel content with where i was 5 months ago.
i see people change, and pray that it does not happen to me. but what if it does? how will i react?
God i am so damn scared of life. the present never lasts, but the future goes a long time.
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