god is flipping me from the desert to the ocean to the desert to the ocean

its like being deep fried 

i will be a wonderful churro

whats the best food to eat when youre sad?

a churro because it will help you churr-up.

fling wide you heavenly gates

not to let God in, but to draw him out

out of the box you've tried to hide him in

release

and reveal his glory in your life

then he will lead you

and you will follow

does God read blogs or does he just know

i know the circumstances:

on His time.

"like an ignorant child who wants to go on making mud pies in a slum because he cannot imagine what is meant by the offer of a holiday at the sea. We are far too easily pleased."

oh is that it?? u funny

b&f

i'm at that point again, 

am i really hearing you or am i just fooling myself 

is this world deceiving me or are you speaking through the world

is the quiet whisper i hear really your voice

or is it my soul tricking my self

because when i take a step forward i get wrecked

when i take a step backwards i get wrecked

when i stand still i get wrecked. 

i thought you were speaking to me through other people

but everyone is telling me opposite things at the same time.

god knows i cant make the decisions for myself anymore 

loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool

2017:

But seek the welfare of the city where I have sent you into exile, and pray to the Lord on its behalf, for in its welfare you will find your welfare.

"oppa i couldn't stop laughing in my head because the sermon today was literally your life"

is this what it is God? exile? 

please lawd

give me strength or rest