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i know who You are

at least, a little bit.

i know who I am to You

honestly, it's still confusing.

i know i am tired

and what im doing is not good

like how I can't even finish my prayers nowawadays cause i fall asleep. 

or how I don't have the strength to push myself anymore.

but i still know,

whether I am sprinting or collapsed on a patch of dirt

You know where I am.

I am in an unfamiliar place again, but i can't help but laugh out loud as I run through brick wall after brick wall 

because this is not another season of tribulations or refinement

this is deliverance through anointing

and of mercy and of grace.

hello again, I knew You'd find me.

12:23 am

despite all of my __________

God you are welcome here. 

dirt and all. 

4/19

listening (or at least really trying to)

walking (pace yourself)

watching (doesn't mean you can't look around)

stop and smell the flowers.



He planted them there for you.

if there are a hundred things to say

and ninety none of those are bad

and only one is good,

then say the one out loud

and tell God the ninety none.


hello, me, right now:

1) you are so stupidly undeservinly amazingly lucky.

no, not luck.

nothing is coincidence;

it's divine intervention.

the father's heart

there's no other that can love me like you do

and forever I keep running back to you 

-

what separates the condemned from the saved 

is not the sin, for both still sin

but the one who is saved

knows where home is.

God, have mercy on me,

not just a sinner,

but the sinner. 

take me from this place,

fill me,

then throw me back in 

we have work to do.

there's no fear in love

you are my good father, who delights and lavishes blessings upon me because of love.

I am your beloved son, who is deserving of nothing and yet is given everything because of love.

It really is that simple 

it 

really

is

that 

simple

q&a

God, do you love me?

"Yes, I love you."

God, do you love me?

"Yes. I love you."

God, do you love me?

"Yes. I love you."

God, don't you ever get... tired of saying that?

"Never."