the father's heart

there's no other that can love me like you do

and forever I keep running back to you 

-

what separates the condemned from the saved 

is not the sin, for both still sin

but the one who is saved

knows where home is.

God, have mercy on me,

not just a sinner,

but the sinner. 

take me from this place,

fill me,

then throw me back in 

we have work to do.

there's no fear in love

you are my good father, who delights and lavishes blessings upon me because of love.

I am your beloved son, who is deserving of nothing and yet is given everything because of love.

It really is that simple 

it 

really

is

that 

simple

q&a

God, do you love me?

"Yes, I love you."

God, do you love me?

"Yes. I love you."

God, do you love me?

"Yes. I love you."

God, don't you ever get... tired of saying that?

"Never."

"Now is my soul troubled. And what shall I say? 'Father, save me from this hour'? But for this purpose I have come to this hour.  Father, glorify your name."

Then a voice came from heaven: "I have glorified it, and I will glorify it again."
John 12:27‭-‬28

again.

today i saw for the first time in a very long time both of my parents talking to each other

sharing memories with each other

laughing together

it was only for a few seconds

but my god,

it was a beautiful few seconds.

until my heart caves in

until there are no words left to speak

until there is nothing left for me to do

until you call me back home.

there is a tree with just enough space for me to sit under away from the sun

it's not yet my time to sit down and watch the sun set.

but it's my tree, and I will sit there one day.