no seriously

what am i supposed to do LOL

st augustine of hippo

"you have made us for yourself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it finds its rest in you."

fight these thoughts:

is this actually going to help

is this actually going to work

am I supposed to be here

am I supposed to feel like this

is this always going to be this hard?

leave it all behind keep your head out the clouds and move forward no matter how big or small. 

And what I say to you I say to all: Stay awake."
Mark 13:37

The modern day translation of this is: s t a y w o k e.

in the end I don't have to win the race

as long as I get my yellow participation badge I'll be okay and happy just to be able to run.

And yes I'm a mess but I'm blessed

~

I feel like death but I know for a fact I'm alive.

and that's ok I think.

All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made.
John 1:3

you are created in the image of God. believe it and let the others know as well.