All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made.
John 1:3

you are created in the image of God. believe it and let the others know as well.

I had a lot typed for you future kevin but I deleted it all. I'm sorry but I hope youll remember what youre feeling right now and I hope you have it figured out by your time. please take care of yourself.

you can sleep when you're dead.

in the meantime,

be used and abused.

dear lord

thank you for the days where things feel okay

give me the strength for the days where it doesn't.

i will never be good enough to them.

i will never be smart enough to them.

i will never be tall enough to them.

i will never be healthy enough to them.

i will never be holy enough to them.

i will never be funny enough to them.

i will never be outgoing enough to them.

i will never be cool enough to them.

but they are not the ones sending me.

The LORD turned to him and said, "Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian's hand. Am I not sending you?"


go go go you stupid diabetic midget there's so much to do

Yet God has made everything beautiful for its own time. He has planted eternity in the human heart, but even so, people cannot see the whole scope of God’s work from beginning to end.

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we do not know why we suffer

because we do not know what suffering is.

we know how it feels

but truly we can never define it for what it is.

but we can see what follows:

the hurt, the stress, the confusion

the growth, the understanding, the endurance

but really

it's mostly just confusion.

i am dumb.