Monday, October 29, 2018

life is like a corn maze

it is long and windy

and there's corn, 

everywhere. 

we are all in the corn maze 

and there are little hints that we all get

they tell us the right way to go. 

we will all eventually get out as long as we look for hints 

maybe more importantly, we will all eventually get out as soon as we decide to make that decision to get out

and not get lost in the corn and become a worm or get corn-fused like that 

and along the way you find someone:

to walk with you through the maze

to laugh and argue and figure out the questions and laugh and argue some more

and take pictures and hug and hold hands and go left and go right and sometimes backwards and sometimes in circles but

together,

and never forgetting,

that we were always meant to find our way out of this corn maze,

and we were always meant to get out some day.

we're still doing that, except now we're doing it together.

and that's good. really really good.

Tuesday, October 23, 2018

smol

"Fear not, little flock,

for it is your Father's good pleasure

to give you the kingdom."




Wednesday, October 17, 2018

spiritual poverty

only when I am weak can I become strong

only when I am empty can I be filled

only when I am rejected can I be loved.

hello God,

I'm crawling back to you again, 

ah nevermind. I actually don't have anything to say, but

is it ok for me to stay here for a little bit


a thing to be thankful for

the little shivers that run up my spine

and roll waves in my head 

in prayer and in conviction

by myself or with others or with her

regardless it is undeniable

that still,

You are here.

Friday, October 12, 2018

sleepy


I’ve banked your promises in the vault of my heart
    so I won’t sin myself bankrupt.

hope : : hidden 

Tuesday, October 9, 2018

8 8 18

ugly fish 

dinosaur vr 

matcha 

person lounge chair

ironic artist and marrow

bee card and bracelets and more medicine

bench

overalls and frat boy shorts

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an unforgettable day divided into 27 shots

my heart is full.


Wednesday, October 3, 2018

there it is again

And you shall know that I am the Lord , when I open your graves, and raise you from your graves, O my people. And I will put my Spirit within you, and you shall live, and I will place you in your own land.

Then you shall know that I am the Lord;

I have spoken, and I will do it, declares the Lord ."

Then you shall know that I am the Lord

God,
I trust you.

Tuesday, October 2, 2018

well

my heart knows it well,

to wait upon the Lord for your deliverance

when the world is heavy and burdensome

but to see the goodness coming

to see a glimpse and to be told:

Wait.

i tend to forget.